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dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
25 June 2008 @ 03:32 pm
Golden rays of sunshine  

EXAMS ARE OVER!


SUMMER VACATION is

 here!


Now that that's out of my system. Yeah. I'm FREEEE, and am offically back from my mini-haitus. I swear I thought I was going to die from all the last minute cramming. Good news...I'm positive pretty sure I passed all my exams. =D 

 
 
The Place: my room
The Mood: happy
The Song: none
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
14 June 2008 @ 12:10 am
The storm is here...  
Since the horrors of exams draw near, and because mine are both this week and next, I'm going off on a mini-hiatus. It's all simply because I have to study...a lot if I plan on passing French and Geography, along with my other two subjects. Wish me luck, my intensive cramming studying begins today.
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The Place: my desk
The Mood: awake
The Song: ...and they call me HAPPY GO LUCKY they don't know my heart is dying inside...
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
08 June 2008 @ 11:34 pm
And this is what I'm apparently like  

 My personality type: the dreamy idealist     DREAMY IDEALIST



(clicky the button to read my results)


And that my good friends is what I am supposedly like. Personality tests are interesting. XD

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Aside from that...my yesterday was insane. I was trapped at a bookstore for over FOUR FREAKING HOURS!!! I got there around 6pm and was there until 10:20pm. The person who drove me, her car broke down, therefore leaving us stranded since the stupid tow truck people refused to get her car since it was too "late" in the evening. We ended up getting a ride from her friend. Yeah.

Umm....before that though, I went to a party and this cute guy I maybepossiblykinda like won me theeee cutest pink dolphin plushie from one of those machines that you can "win" plushies from (you know the one with the big claw that you control to try to get a random plushie from a huge bin of plushies). It is now safely sitting on my desk. =D

Oh, and I actually managed to sketch a pretty picture -or at least I think it's somewhat pretty-. The whole thing was inspired by

[info]agents101. I shall post a pic of it either here or there.

 

 

 
 
The Place: here
The Mood: creative
The Song: in the end I wanna be standing AT THE BEGINNING with you
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
26 May 2008 @ 10:24 pm
Empty...  

I feel so out of it today. Like really and completely and seriously out of it. I'm not exactly sure what's wrong with me, but like...I'm not even sure what to say. So much has happened over time, that I guess things are just starting to explode and I'm taking a lot of it. *sigh* I'm not sure what to do. I already cried over all this shit...and during geography class to make things worst. It was a definite ugh.

I think my happy side ran away from me.

 
 
The Place: here
The Mood: indescribable
The Song: Instrumental version of Sakura Kiss
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
12 May 2008 @ 10:50 pm
For a moment she even believed but then ice pierced her filled her like shards of glass in her veins  
The title/subject is a line (with the punctuation removed for the sake of space) I liked in Wicked Lovely by Melissa Marr. Go read it. NOW! 
And because I feel sick and have nothing else to really do, I decided to fill this out.



Bought and started reading City of Bones yesterday. So far I like it...a lot. Also bought Wicked Lovely, which I have to say is another good book. I'll probably end up buying the sequels to both books. Fantasy fiction = awesome. I blame certain fanfic authors *cough* for getting me hooked onto fantasy again, after reading their fics.
 
 
The Place: my room
The Mood: dorky
The Song: if you tell me to stay I will stay right through...I'm happy WONDERING
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
02 May 2008 @ 10:55 pm
Aww shit  
And because all good things including my laptop must come to an end...I'm now suffering under the lack of a properly working laptop. Brought it to some computer experts today and yes one of them was actually kindaprettydecently cute and according to them I kindasortamaybe (in other words...I actually did) killed my AC adaptor and laptop battery. The solution: I must wait until they order a new one (thank goodness for extended warranties)...which won't be coming in for a maximum of 6 weeks. Until then, I'm going to have to borrow computers from other people my sister.*sigh* It really sucks.

Someone help me...please.
 
 
The Place: somewhere
The Mood: drained
The Song: nothing
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
29 April 2008 @ 10:37 pm
I'm on this supernatural high...and life just seems so great  
My poem is going to be PUBLISHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Just thought I'd share the awesome news)

So I sent this poem not in English, but in French, to this writing contest at my school level. It won. They sent it to the school board level. It won. They sent it to the provincial level...IT WON!!!! So as my prize, it shall be published in this anthology (with other winning entries: different grade levels, writing types, etc etc). I get a free copy of that and I get to go the award ceremony thing. =D Seriously, this is something you don't expect to happen to you...or at least not to me.

Anywhoo, after finding this information out during first period, and spreading it to my friends, I have happily spent the day on this natural high , being hugged by basically everyone, and being told congrats like a bazillion times. I still can't stop smiling.

On another note...I have finally taken the time to change my icons. I like the words on a bunch of these, and they seem a little more everyday friendly. XD

Yeah.
Life can be sooo good.
 
 
The Mood: accomplished
The Song: If you only knew me we could be a beautiful miracle...instead of INVISIBLE...
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
07 April 2008 @ 08:53 pm
And maybe talk and not just speak  

Today was such a gorgeous day! The sun was shining, there was a light breeze, and everything about the weather just seemed perfect. It felt like spring. I actually felt like going outside today during lunch...which is quite the change after the excessive amount of snowfall during the winter. XD

Anywhoo, I finally got around to spring cleaning over the weekend. My amazing finds: 2 bags/purses, 2 wallets, $7.00, a bunch more money in change (only the pennies, nickels, and dimes), lip gloss, my headphones, 3 CDs, a necklace, a slew of notebooks, and a bunch of other stuff. =D I never realized just how much stuff I have in that one room...

As for today's events...well the day was pretty good. I talked to my math teacher about the last test which I unforunately came pretty close to failing in one section...*sigh* and well, after looking at the question on the test and listening to complaints from a bunch of other kids in my class, he is considering dropping that one question from the test. =)

Only down point to today was the guest speaker that came in for religion class...she SUCKED on soooooooooo many levels. She spent like the first bit of the class picking out kids who were on drugs and stuff half her opinions weren't even right, and it was all based on appearance she just had to come on the one civies day. So it was all, typical sterotyping. Not to mention, she brings up this whole point about how the modern day teen is part of the "bored generation". Apparently, we are all disrepectful and shit. It just pissed me off soo much. She label everyone and well...that isn't right. the whole thing was such a put-down to everyone watching the presentation. She was suppose to talk to us about drug abuse, but it ended up becoming some...UGH! It just doesn't seem right!!

Aside from her though, the rest of the day was good. 

~*dark-star-tears*~

 
 
The Mood: blah
The Song: ON MY OWN...I'll always take the harder road
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
30 March 2008 @ 02:12 pm
And it comes to an end...for now.  

Okay...I know this will be my third entry on Earth Hour, so after this one, I'll shut up.

Earth Hour was a ton of fun here. The party went great execpt for the little bit when the tip of my hair accidentally got burnt thanks to one of the candles! Everything was pretty with the lights off and in a way almost surreal in the sense that the city is never that quiet. So yeah, after just staring at the stars and like listening to the quiet for a moment, the party went into full swing. Best game ever...TWISTER...in the dark, it becomes so randomly funny that you end up falling not because it's hard, but because you're laughing too hard. =D

Plans for the next Earth Hour include: another party (although...the guest list might have to shrink a little. That might have been a little too many people XD.), star gaze, light as many candles as I can find (I didn't have that many this year).

Hmmm...this whole thing did give me a couple of more things to add to me List of Things I've Learnt So Far...

  1. The world is fragile, but people can do something about it
  2. You can't just sit around hoping for change, sometimes you need to make it happen
  3. People come together for some of the most important reasons
  4. CANDLES can burn...BE CAREFUL when lighting one and leaning over it with you're long hair
  5. EARTH HOUR is awesome. It's soemthing I should do every year.
  6. Stars a beautiful
  7. The city is gorgeous when everyone turns off their lights

Okay...shall shut up about Earth Hour now.
~*dark-star-tears*~

 
 
The Place: my desk
The Mood: chipper
The Song: I was fine before you walked into my life...it's just YOU AND YOUR HAND tonight
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
29 March 2008 @ 07:32 pm
EARTH HOUR 2008  

So I'm posting this basically because from where I am in Canada, I'm less than half an hour away from EARTH HOUR!!! My lights are all being turned off, my laptop is being turned off, along with the TV, and well anything that runs on electricity. =D
It'll be fun. My friends and I have been telling/reminding everyone we know about it...and so that we could all enjoy it together, we hosting an awesome party...in the dark. We're talking about games of TWISTER, board games, cards, pretty much any game that can be played without electricity...and we got a ton of candles. I've just finished setting up the room, and it looks soo cool with all the candles. I can't wait until we light them all. So yeah, I'm majorly psyched for EARTH HOUR! Everyone do you're part and turn off you're light...just for an hour. I know it won't save the world completely or anything, but it's a symbolic event that will hopefully lead to people becoming more responsible for our environment.

Some suggestions for what you can do for Earth Hour:

  • do anything by candle light
  • read
  • hang with friends and family...bond
  • play games (no electronic ones I'm afraid)
  • go outside and star gaze (the stars are suppose to show since all lights are off)
  • have a PARTY
  • so anything without electricity
  • help save the planet!!!!


For more info click on any of the following links:
http://wwf.ca/earthhour/
http://www.thestar.com/earthhour?gclid=CMGB0sDtspICFQRXQAodZBlyMg
http://www13.earthhourus.org/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qczUcQ-VjM

Even google has done their parts and "turned off the lights".
Anyways, I'm at the 10 minute mark before I have to go...I'll post after my hour is up.

So remember turn off you're lights, enjoy the dark, raise awareness, and help save the planet.

~*dark-star-tears*~

 

 
 
The Mood: ecstatic
The Song: I'M THE BEST DAMN THINGS YOUR EYES HAVE EVER SEEN
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
28 March 2008 @ 09:14 pm
Save the one planet we have...  
And because I'm like a major environmental activist I'm writing this just to say...

EARTH HOUR is TOMORROW! (03.29.08 from 8pm-9pm).





Everyone please help support the cause and  if you don't mind promote it a little. Turn off you're lights and help make a difference in the world...

~*dark-star-tears*~

PS: For more info go to
http://www11.earthhourus.org/
 
 
The Mood: excited
The Song: if someone that three years from now you'd long gone...I know better...WHO KNEW.
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
23 March 2008 @ 04:10 pm
Ugh! Obviously there is something mentally wrong with me  

NEVER AGAIN! NEVER EVER EVER AGAIN!

Sooo my story goes like this...
I, being the person I am, was bored and decided not work on my homework which is still sitting on my desk. Anyways, I ended up writing this short little thing on based off my whole inccident with BC last Thursday. It turned out okay, considering how I changed it quite a bit. You know the usual type of thing: changing the main character, changing character personalities, changing what people said. In the end, it was an overall decent piece...so I sent it to one of my friends to edit. VERY VERY VERY STUPID thing to do, considering how I didn't change the guy's name when I sent it to her. To make matter even worst, she KNOWS him...as in she's friends with him. Umm yeah...stupid on my part. Since she knows both of us, she put two and two together and figured it out. So yeah... *sighs* shall now go and bang my head repeatedly on my desk because I feel really dumb.

On aside note...does anyone want to read it? Since he may find out about this sooner or later...I offically don't care how many more people read it. Just tell me and I shall post it.

~*dark-star-tears*~

PS: why is there no mood for stupidity?

PPS: and before I forget HAPPY EASTER! (to everyone that celebrates it...if not then HAPPY EXTRA DAY OFF!)

 
 
The Mood: aggravated
The Song: and his heart belongs to that sweet, little...wonderful...ALL AMERICAN GIRL...
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
20 March 2008 @ 09:30 pm
So tell me what you're waiting for...  
Owwwie! My legs hurt soooo much right now. I had track practice today and they made us all run 3km in the effin cold! Seriously, I hadn't ran that much since gym last semester...so yeah. I'm starting to get back in shape...sorta. I get really hungry after practice and end up eating...not sure if that (the binging) is healthy.

On the more brighter and random side of things, I met a bunch of new people today. See some of my usual track buddies were away for a ski trip, so I ended up talking with like a bunch of people. =D Made some new friends, met a couple of guys...yup, it's all good. But the best part was meeting this guy after practice. He's technically a year older than me which makes this completely hopeless but he's nice, cute, and I think he took the same bus as me today after practice. Talking with him was fun...although he constantly chooses to call me "baby" (don't ask why...it was the result of a really random beginning of conversation). Anyways, after talking to him I found out that he does something (not sure what team it was again) after school, so apparently, I'll be taking the bus with him more often then I thought (since really I only ever take one bus to get around. XD) He shall be dubbed BusCutie (BC for short).

Overall good day.


~*dark-star-tears*~

 
 
The Mood: painful
The Song: ...come on baby we aren't going to live 4EVER...
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
18 March 2008 @ 10:24 pm
Let them say what their going to say, but tonight I don't really care  
Good news...I made the track team! Very happy about that. My events are 100m dash and relay (4 x 100). Only two problems with being on the team. One would be the intense practices. We have like 3-4 practices a week, that consist of a 1km run to warm up, a bit of fitness training (weight training), then event practices. The other problem is that one of the coaches doesn't exactly like me. I had her as a teacher before, and it's not that I hates me or anything, she just doesn't think I should be on the team (you can see it in her eyes...and the looks she keeps giving me). Thankfully, she isn't incharge of either of my two events, so HA in her face!

Oh, also, I am offically dying in math once again. I don't understand this stupid thing, and well not understanding has me like suffering. G2 is once again helping me though...although he's cousin seems to be getting suspicious. It's awkward when she's around...

~*dark-star-tears*~

 
 
 
The Mood: nerdy
The Song: 4EVER
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
14 March 2008 @ 05:11 pm
To Past The Time...  

Decided to do steal the meme from ohwhatsherface...so yeah.

a) List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself
b) Tag five people to do the same
c) Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

ONE: Whenever I get bored I play with a purple pen. Pretty weird simply because in the middle of math class or any other boring subject/presentations you'll find my opening my bag to take out the pen. XD I've rarely even used it for writing. Been a habit (using the same purple pen) since sometime in grade 6...then I stopped for a bit, but found the pen in again...and yeah.

TWO: I used to do taro card readings, but then I started getting nightmares, and things started coincidentally coming true. Now the cards are hidden somewhere in my basement, and I'll rarely take them out...typically only during certain party occasions, or if I'm really really bored. Yeah, I used to be so superticious I'd take the Death card out of the deck whenever I did a reading.

THREE: Everytime I've been turned down, heart broken, etc. it's happened in a different province, country, or city. The most recent (and the worst) happened when I was on a class trip to Quebec City. I'm guessing that I become more vulnerable when I'm not home...that or bad things just happen when I go on trips.

FOUR: My favourite number is four. I have no idea why...but I've always had a thing for even numbers...odd numbers just bug me. My old fav number used to be 2.

FIVE: I'm really picky when it comes to my hair. For example, when I'm busy or studying, I always always twist my hair up and clip it up with this jumbo black clip. Or on rare occassions when I can't find the clip, I'll just leave it up in a pony tail, but when I do I get really annoyed with it, so I stop working and just to find my clip.

SIX: The only canned drinks I drink are Iced Tea (either Brisk, Nestea, and sometimes Lipton), Fruitopia, and Minute Maid Lemonade (and sometimes the orange juice). Yeah, sodas make my taste buds all funny...I've never really been able to stand that type of stuff. Back in elementary school (from like JK to about gr. 5) I used to love coke, sprite, etc etc., but for reason reason I just stopped.

SEVEN: I'm a complete hopeless romantic and tend to wear my emotions on my sleeve. Love romantic comedies, and most romance novels. When I was younger and watched Titanic for the first time, I became totally emotional and cried when everyone started to die. (On aside note: horror movies scare me like hell, especially this one Filipino that had me hiding behind a pillow for like most of the movie.)

The following people are officially tagged (if they want to do it of course): _byakko, boldly_colourful,  jazzsed, katakokk, sony98.

Have fun.

~*dark-star-tears*~

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The Place: living room
The Mood: cheerful
The Song: ...don't ask me if I love him I'D LIE
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
13 March 2008 @ 09:52 pm
The Meaning of Friendship...  

Hmm...honesty is a must that's for sure. No matter how close you are with a person, you need to be honest (not in the you have to tell them like every little thing in your life...don't want to kill them with boredom), but it occurs to me that if you're really friends with a person, you can trust them. And yeah, trust and honesty are a big deal when it comes down to it.



Anywhoo, during an MSN convo with one of my closest friends, I realized just how lucky I am to be friends with such amazing people. So yeah...I just felt really in the mood to write that. Hope this satisfies you Jess.

~*dark-star-tears*~

 
 
The Mood: grateful
The Song: ....'cause i'm MR. BRIGHTSIDE...
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
12 March 2008 @ 03:35 pm
Red and White...and possibly some nail polish remover...  

Guess who is offically going to be in soooooo much trouble with her parents later? Moi.

So of course this whole thing has nothing to do with possibly staining my parents new WHITE couch with candy apple RED nail polish. It definitely doesn't have to do with the spilled nail polish all over the hardwood floors. Nope. Has nothing to do with either events occuring...but on the slight chance my current state of panic somehow started with all of that...help.

It's not even my fault completely. I just so happened to accidentally tip the nail polish bottle over. It was a complete accident. I swear. But like that will matter to my parents...so anyone have any ideas on how to remove nail polish? If so, I'll be greatful to the amazing person that saved me from the hours of bitching and yelling I'll get when my parents come home and notice.


~*dark-star-tears*~

 
 
The Mood: panic
The Song: you shine BRIGHTER than anyone
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
11 March 2008 @ 05:23 pm
I do my happy go lucky so well I'm even fooling myself  
So you know how I was like really happy estatic to be on Spring Break awhile back...well yeah. Forget it.

Been stuck babysitting these past few days and had barely anytime to hangout with my friends. Little cousins and their friends have offically taken over my once pretty decent life. Have to feed them, make sure they take a nap, keep them clean, and watch that they stay out of any potiental danger *runs and stops one of them from trying to unlocker the door*. It's not fair..and I'm not even getting paid for all of this! Just because they're family, does that give them the right to force me to watch the little terrors. Normally, I'd have no problem watching the midgets, but like I have a life too, one that involves attempting to get certain people to notice me. So yeah. Not FAIR!

But, after enough convincing, I finally got the kiddies to take a nice long nap. So I'm going to be happily enjoying the little bit of freedom I get for the next..oh I don't know...two hours top. I refuse to wake them up anytime sooner, but knowing them, they'll wake up wthin the next hour and a half. *sigh*

~*dark-star-tears*~

PS: I know this is stupid...but I have a question. Does anyone know why people call it "babysitting"? It doesn't make sense...in some alternate universe, are people actually expected to SIT on babies?
 
 
The Mood: grumpy
The Song: ...and they call me HAPPY GO LUCKY they don't know my heart is dying inside...
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
07 March 2008 @ 06:56 pm
Walking All Around in the Big Sunshine...SPRING BREAK  

Sweet, sweet freedom.

SPRING BREAK!!!!

has finally come...and I am finally free!!!

So technically it started yesterday, but I've been too busy hanging with friends, and just soaking in the fact that I have no school for a whole week, to actually mention it here. But yeah, I'm going to be happily enjoying my spring break. =D

With the whole break thing though, I'm going to attempt to update my fics, which have had uberly overdued updates. I'd feel really bad if I didn't update them at all over the break...

The other things I plan on doing: finish reading Vampire Academy, UPDATE FICS, return all orrowed items to my friends (including the movies and CDs...), bake cookies!, shop, convince myself to find my sister a good belated birthday present (I feel soo bad that I didn't get her one this week), finish math homework, finish french homework, write good copy of french poem, prepare to student council interviews...and a couple of other things.

But whatevs, it's all good.


~*dark-star-tears*~

 
 
The Mood: bouncy
The Song: Cause I'm acting AS IF this blue sky's never gonna rain down on me
 
 
dark-star-tears (other: Mari or Elle)
02 March 2008 @ 02:21 am
The List of Things To-Do  

 Decided to join [info]mission101 after a lot of thought. It seems like a good idea, so as of today my countdown to the end of this list of goals starts.


Start Date: Sunday, March 2, 2007
Finish Date: Sunday, Novemeber 28, 2010.


Now that that's done...anyone want to help me or have any suggestions?
=D

~*dark-star-tears*~
PS: I left some blank purposely so that I could add a couple more later

 
 
The Place: zeh study room
The Mood: imspired/optimistic
The Song: I wanna be perfect, but I'm me...I wanna be perfect just like you...PEFECTLY
 
 
 
 

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